ehh heee not sure

uhm, im not sure why i am posting this, i guess its because i have let this usually high energy blog go bored for about 2 months... ehhh, well i also really love facebook ;) and i guess its partially because i dont have much to post about. ya know? i mean, my life is going great and i am having a blast with all my friends, and God blesses me from day to day with simple things like a funny joke told by one of my friends or even just a smile in the hallway from someone i hardly know. either way, theres not much conflict in my life, or really even anything to drag me down. even the whole church to church thing isn't so bad right now. which, let me tell you is a huge burden off my chest. i do have one thing to say though:

today is easter and i was forced (you know, out of my own will) to go to the easter service at OLV, elt me tell you, it was not very exciting. you know? i mean i felt sooo overdressed it wasn't even funny. most of the people for EASTER just wore jeans and a nice shirt, like the thing you would wear to school. now is taht what they see Church as? the same as school. wow. they couldnt even find it in themselves to look nicer than usual for 1 day? nonetheless the day that magnifys the basis of Christianity. the day that our Lord Jesus rose from the day and conquered hell. i sat in church wondering, if this is how they see church, how do they see God? is he like the Principal to them? i hope not, because most people i know dont like their principals. i know that from what i saw and realized in OLV today i want to strive towards giving my best and my all to my Lord, for all He has done for me. i want to make sure that i am not looking towards God and seeing him as only an authority figure, not a best friend. i want to make sure that when i think of the Lord i think of Him as a best friend, a support system, the author of my life and most importanty, my savior.

i hope you all had a wonderful easter!!!!!

MUCH LOVE
-Brittany